Complexity
You challenge me.
You scare me.
You make me tense.
You frustrate me.
You make me angry.
You simply exhaust me.
I am so tired of you.

Complexity.
What do I do with you?
Do I try to solve you?
Are you a puzzle?
Something I need to fix?
Should I rush to find your solution?
Or, are you something to be endured?
I am so confused.

Complexity….
I want to simplify you.
I want you to choose:
Be black, or white.
Be good, or evil.
Be right, or left.
Be urban, or rural.
Be religious, or secular.
Be open, or closed.
Be a one, or a zero.
Be Wrong, or Right.
But you are all shades of gray,
And you have no boundaries.
I feel so disrespected.

Complexity…
I feel responsible for you.
I have to figure you out.
I want to protect others from you.
I want to protect myself from you.
You are so… complex.
You are not easy to deal with.
I am so frustrated.

Complexity..
You are not fair.
You simply do not care.
You are spicy.
You can hurt people.
You are full of risk.
I often respond incorrectly to you.
I am so angry, -and afraid of you.

Complexity.
There is another side to you.
If… I look from a different perspective.
If.. I slow….. down….
If, I allow you to be my guide.
You can show me something different.
Something I was not expecting,
I might be open to your teaching.

Complexity
I still don’t know what to do with you.
You find my weaknesses.
You don’t play by the rules.
You reveal Truth in its purest form.
You show me what I did not see.
You embarrass my logic.
You bring disruption.

Complexity
I cannot justify your actions.
You simply are not fair.
You leave me in disorder.
I have no solution for you.
I am exhausted.
I know you don’t care what I think.
And I am so tired… of fighting you.

Complexity
You are so rich.
Your wisdom is profound.
I appreciate your purpose.
I yearn for your connection.
Please be my Teacher.
I will try to be a good student.
I want to learn from you.

Complexity,
You are Beautiful.